LOVE MUSIC: My band asnaivekiller will be performing at Music Reunion 8

LOVE GOD: Patience in Prayer

When the idea is not right, God says, "NO".
No - when the idea is not the best.
No - when the idea is absolutely wrong.
No - when though it may help you,
It would create problems for someone else.

When the time is not right, God says, "SLOW".
What a catastrophe it would be if God answered
every prayer at the snap of your fingers.
Do you know what would happen?
God would become your servant, not your master.
Suddenly God would be working for you
instead of you working for God.

When you are not right, God says,"GROW".
The selfish person has to grow in unselfishness.
The cautious person must grow in courage.
The timid person must grow in confidence,
The dominating person must grow in sensitivity.
The critical person must grow in tolerance.
The negative person must grow in positive attitudes.
The pleasure-seeking person must grow in compassion for suffering people.

When everything is all right, God says,"GO".
Then miracles happen:
A hopeless alcoholic is set free.
A drug addict finds release.
A doubter becomes a child in his belief.
Diseased tissue responds to treatment, and healing begins.
The door to your dream suddenly swings open and there stands God saying, "GO!".

Remember:
God's delays are not God's denials.
God's timing is perfect.
Patience is what we need in prayer.

Author: Joe Gatuslao

LOVE LIFE: Leanne Lim Sei Yen became the victim of my ultimate April Fool Prank!! my longest 2 hours prank ever!!

[14:19] Sei Yen: yup
[14:19] Sei Yen: joanne is bringing fren tonight
[14:19] Sei Yen: u can go right?
[14:19] JosephStanley: yes yes i'm going tonight
[14:19] JosephStanley: hey
[14:19] JosephStanley: wanna talk to you something
[14:20] JosephStanley: when i tell u
[14:20] JosephStanley: i need u to prepare ok?
[14:20] JosephStanley: coz i dun wan scare u..
[14:23] Sei Yen: ok
[14:23] Sei Yen: i free now
[14:23] JosephStanley: haiz..
[14:23] JosephStanley: actually..
[14:23] JosephStanley: i'm so heavy heart now...
[14:23] JosephStanley: i dunno how to tell also..
[14:23] JosephStanley: but...
[14:23] JosephStanley: sigh..
[14:23] JosephStanley: i feel so lost...
[14:24] Sei Yen: share plz
[14:24] Sei Yen: here to listen
[14:24] JosephStanley: haiz..
[14:24] JosephStanley: alright..
[14:24] JosephStanley: actaully..
[14:24] JosephStanley: i keep this inside me for very long edi..
[14:25] JosephStanley: i dun even dare to tell Shirley abt this..
[14:26] JosephStanley: u know..
[14:26] JosephStanley: certain thing i always can tell shirley fearlessly..
[14:26] JosephStanley: but this thing
[14:27] JosephStanley: i really dunno how 2 tell her..
[14:27] JosephStanley: and i didn't even share with anyone b4
[14:27] JosephStanley: not Ann.
[14:27] JosephStanley: not even Jeff..
[14:27] JosephStanley: but i decided to tell u..
[14:27] Sei Yen: hmm...
[14:27] Sei Yen: wat a privileage
[14:27] Sei Yen: thanks for trusting me
[14:28] JosephStanley: ya..
[14:28] JosephStanley: i trust u the most actually..
[14:28] JosephStanley: i dunno why..
[14:28] JosephStanley: i just cant trust anyone..
[14:28] JosephStanley: i scare when they know this..
[14:28] JosephStanley: i dunno how they will look at me..
[14:30] Sei Yen: sounds so serious here
[14:31] JosephStanley: sigh..
[14:31] Sei Yen: u trust me maybe we face the same problem.haha
[14:31] Sei Yen: go ahead
[14:31] JosephStanley: u sure?
[14:31] Sei Yen: i m ready
[14:31] JosephStanley: i think we dun...
[14:31] JosephStanley: u dunno me..
[14:31] JosephStanley: haiz..
[14:31] JosephStanley: actually
[14:31] JosephStanley: what do u think of me
[14:31] JosephStanley: when u know me..
[14:32] JosephStanley: just tell me honstly..
[14:32] Sei Yen: can u straight to the point (she gan cheong edi!!!)
[14:32] JosephStanley: no..
[14:32] JosephStanley: i need to know this..
[14:32] JosephStanley: seriously..
[14:33] JosephStanley: what do u think of me..
[14:33] JosephStanley: and do u think i have any problem?
[14:36] Sei Yen: on phone (ish.... koyak!!!)
[14:36] JosephStanley: ok..
[14:36] JosephStanley: we chat later..
[14:40] Sei Yen: continue
[14:40] Sei Yen: hmm...u ar
[14:40] Sei Yen: physically stylish
[14:40] Sei Yen: n up to trend
[14:40] Sei Yen: mentally, can tell u been thru a lot, n got the maturity of handling some issues of life
[14:41] Sei Yen: spiritually growing but always get troubled by financial and relationship problems (Walauweh.... -_____-|||)
[14:41] Sei Yen: is that enougj
[14:41] Sei Yen: enough?
[14:41] JosephStanley: ..
[14:41] JosephStanley: that's partly..
[14:41] JosephStanley: but i'm gonna tell u this..
[14:41] JosephStanley: but i hope u really can take it
[14:41] Sei Yen: ok
[14:42] JosephStanley: and dun be shock and see me differently ok?
[14:42] JosephStanley: remember once u asked me b4..why dun wan find a gf?
[14:43] Sei Yen: yup
[14:43] JosephStanley: i answer u no..
[14:43] JosephStanley: right?
[14:43] JosephStanley: well...
[14:44] JosephStanley: and remember i asked u to pray for me to stay focus?
[14:45] JosephStanley: actually..
[14:45] Sei Yen: wait got meeting (See that's why took me so long to prank her!)
[14:45] JosephStanley: k k..
[16:05] Sei Yen: continue
[16:05] JosephStanley: k...
[16:05] JosephStanley: i asked u to pray for me to stay focus?
[16:06] JosephStanley: remember?
[16:13] JosephStanley: actually "gf" is not a correct one...
[16:13] JosephStanley: it should be "bf"...
[16:14] JosephStanley: please don be shock... when i tell you this...
[16:14] JosephStanley: .....
[16:21] JosephStanley: please...
[16:21] JosephStanley: please dun look at me differently ok?
[16:22] Sei Yen: of course
[16:22] Sei Yen: so u mean now u got a bf?
[16:22] Sei Yen: and how do u feel while kissing a gal...will u feel disgusting?
[16:23] JosephStanley: i dun have a bf..
[16:23] JosephStanley: but i sort of fell in love with a guy..
[16:23] JosephStanley: and is in our cg.....
[16:24] Sei Yen: does he like u as well?
[16:24] JosephStanley: erm..
[16:24] JosephStanley: nope..
[16:24] JosephStanley: he actually..
[16:24] JosephStanley: erm..
[16:25] Sei Yen: does he know?
[16:25] JosephStanley: yea..
[16:25] JosephStanley: i think...
[16:25] Sei Yen: and how do u feel while kissing a gal...will u feel disgusting? (Yeee...)
[16:25] Sei Yen: he actually wat
[16:25] JosephStanley: sometimes..
[16:25] JosephStanley: oh.. wel..
[16:25] JosephStanley: u also know this guy..
[16:26] JosephStanley: and to my surprise..
[16:26] JosephStanley: he actually also sort of like me...
[16:26] JosephStanley: that kind of person..
[16:26] JosephStanley: when i found out..
[16:28] JosephStanley: r u there? (DAMN KOYAK)
[16:32] Sei Yen: yup
[16:32] Sei Yen: i also know of course, u said our cell group members mah
[16:32] Sei Yen: e46
[16:32] JosephStanley: yea..
[16:32] JosephStanley: actually he sort of like me also..
[16:36] Sei Yen: from E46?
[16:36] Sei Yen: hunter
[16:36] Sei Yen: richard
[16:36] Sei Yen: KK'
[16:36] Sei Yen: Kevin
[16:37] JosephStanley: no..
[16:37] JosephStanley: his name is...
[16:37] JosephStanley: APRIL FOOL
[16:39] Sei Yen: ...........
[16:39] Sei Yen: u really free hor
[16:40] JosephStanley: hahah
[16:40] JosephStanley: walau
[16:40] JosephStanley: u ah
[16:40] Sei Yen: i damn busy here ler
[16:40] JosephStanley: damn koyak
[16:40] JosephStanley: u keep on gone idle
[16:40] JosephStanley: hahaha
[16:40] JosephStanley: sorry la..
[16:40] Sei Yen: next time dont touch me
[16:40] JosephStanley: aiks..
[16:40] JosephStanley: dun angry la..
[16:40] JosephStanley: u know took me 3 hours le
[16:40] Sei Yen: i hate gay
[16:40] JosephStanley: hahaha
[16:40] Sei Yen: i dont wan to stay with u oredi
[16:41] JosephStanley: hahahaha
[16:41] JosephStanley: u la..
[16:41] JosephStanley: 15 min prank became 3 hours long!
[16:41] Sei Yen: seeing u XXX a gal XXX so disgusting
[16:41] Sei Yen: haha
[16:41] JosephStanley: who's fault??
[16:41] JosephStanley: hahaha
[16:41] JosephStanley: u la..
[16:41] Sei Yen: i m busy ler
[16:41] Sei Yen: not a gal
[16:41] JosephStanley: k k..
[16:41] Sei Yen: sorry...
[16:41] Sei Yen: a guy
[16:41] JosephStanley: my longest prank ever..
[16:42] Sei Yen: siao
[16:42] Sei Yen: u win

LOVE GOD: Tommy & 5 Candies

There was a boy call Tommy, one day, his father gave him and his sister each five candies. Tommy was a very greedy boy, he wanted more candies. So, during the night he secretly stole his sister's candies and ate it while she was sleeping. Then throughout the whole night, the boy couldn't sleep... He was feeling very restless, his mind kept on thinking about what would the sister think about him? and what would the father do to him? So he didn't sleep the whole night.



So the next morning, he woke up, he went to the kitchen, and saw his sister and father having breakfast at the table. He immediately took out his share of the candies and gave everything to his sister and he apologized. His dad was very proud of him and bought both of his sister and him Haagen Dazs ice-cream.


So, the moral of this story is, many time we are like the small boy - Tommy. We are greedy and we always want more and more and we try to do it our own way. And many times we fail miserably, but today just like Tommy, if we are willing to trust God and apologized, for the wrong things we had done, good things will come to you just like Tommy and his sister that their father bought them Haagen Dazs ice-cream.

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

LOVE MUSIC: 电话另一端的你还好吗

Been not writing a Chinese song for quite some time already, this is yet another Mandarin song that i wrote for my friend, and my most recent writing a Chinese song was 2 years ago...

Hello 夜深了妳為何不睡
Hello 星加坡的夜很美
美到把我灌醉 醉了思想妳入睡
在夢中的妳也很美

Hello 也許妳今晚也沒睡
Hello 其實我也不想睡
妳把電話靠臉 連上兩方的地點
在線上我們又聊天

每一次的對話，每一次和妳說的話
已讓我 知道妳在遠方 好嗎
再一次的通話，再一次互訴每句話
獻上我 衷心的天真 好傻 想靠近妳啊

LOVE GOD: Greater Challenge To Excellent

I'm currently serving in Hair and Makeup Ministry CHCKL as hairstylist for almost 5 months now, been learning a lot since joining this ministry... actually at first, this is not my intent that i want to join, my initial plan was actually wanted to serve in the worship team as bassist, as this is what i used to be in my former church. But indeed, God has a greater plan for me, after much encouragement by one of my bestie, i decided to join the ministry, and it proves that is mind-blowing and i serve with a great purpose!


Even though I'm serving regularly in HNM, I'm still hoping one day that i will gain entry to be a part of worship team, as this is my ultimate goal and my calling as well. I was very glad that when i know the Minstry Recruitment Drive is open now, and every ministry is recruiting members to join and commit. As for me, of course without further thinking, i approached my leader to tell her that i wanted to be a part of the worship team to serve as bassist...


Well yet again... this time around, I was challenge by my leader, instead of joining the worship team, she urged me to join the Chinese Ministry and serve in the Media Team..that's mean as a TV crew. After a night of consideration, i decided to give it a try and commit myself in this whole new role, i'm so glad that my leader sponsor me half of the cost to attend the media workshop :)


Truly that, once again, it displays that God has a great purpose and his plan for me is always amazing and totally out of what i cna think of! It is true that when you don't want to limit yourself, and enlarge your capacity, that's when the spirit of excellence will grow too... ultimately, we serve in a good heart and good attitude and bring forth the glory to God through our ministry that we serving in!

LOVE LIFE: What's Wrong With The Stupid Weather?

Arrgghh.. i hate bad weather...every time the weather change bad then my allergy condition also turns bad :(

First, I'm struck with the worst ever bad flu and cough that i ever had ever since... it cause me some nights of bad sleeps due to suffocating and breathing system blockage by phlegm... and it is killing my brain!!! then yesterday i was struck by the stupid allergy outbreak, now rashes all over my body :(

sigh...hopefully my rashes will subsides in the coming days... T.T